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O n hearing of your marriage, my lovely friends and family asked if I would like them to sabotage your big day.
Despite being tempted, I settled instead for crying pitifully, alone in bed, lamenting what should have been. In our six years together, we too had planned our wedding, often with great clarity. Yet, when it came to the many times I was certain and ready to move on to the next step in our relationship, you never were.
You always needed more time wanma time to adjust, time to process, time on your own, time to work, time for space But now, less than six months after we broke up, you have married someone else. How could this be? What did I mean to you in the end — or even in the beginning?
Was I too loyal, too accommodating? Did I love you too much? Does "she" have less cellulite, better taste in music?China Dating Chinese
Is she more articulate? Does she smell sweeter? Is she a fabulous cook or a whore in bed? I cannot allow myself to dwell on these questions for fear I will be irreparably damaged by the lingering shadow of "Why her and not me?
Alongside these, I have the burden of the memories of the things you said: But before that happens, I want you to remember that you walked away from someone whose heart skipped a Anyone else married and wanna talk when she saw you, who relished just being with you, even doing nothing at all, who happily sat with most of your bad habits without much complaint, who, quite frankly, would have done anything for you.
Enough of this wallowing.
I have brushed myself off in true stoic style you would be proud of my resilience and enrolled myself in speed dating, joined a night class and begun volunteering. I have gutted my marride with a view to selling it and finding a new home, somewhere your body has never lain.
Yesterday I even removed your numbers from my phone. If only it were so simple. But I am hopeful that I can one day move on to someone who deserves and cherishes my ability to love with my whole heart and who offers it back, someone who can help me see Anyone else married and wanna talk time together for what it really was.
At my best, I hope you have found the love of your life who makes you feel deep peace and joy in Anyone else married and wanna talk you are, both together and apart.
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